Burn my heart in your unconscious words I was here when you needed me. But I stand alone and you're the only road I see. You pass me up like a shadow on a sun-faced building. I think you care but when you talk its only a blank stare...purposely saying less....willingly not alive for what I have to give. La La La! Yea you sing the perfect song and that is why they love you...but somehow I keep the physical at bay never cable of going astray. I try to lose sight of the pressure this love thing has surrounded my life with. I want to just get on with getting on with it. Yes this is life, but the life you know is not the life I now know. I cant find the way to hold you up and keep you taut. And everyday another notion of "not him" calls out to me! Ive realized that I've mixed the worldly deceptions...and ventured off into a world that wasn't originally designed for me. I have to keep my imaginary stationary and deeper galastic dreams behind the face of a broken heart...because I now know that I cant mix the two. Two being us!
