FREEDOM!

The past has been a blur

But the sun sure shined above

Peeling the scars away, brushing the frown to fade

Oh how things have changed

I have crumbled in a corner, I have laid under

Now I rise to the occasion, I am bold and vivacious

Been down, been around, stood up, shouted out, figured out...

Life's what you make it, you cant break it

I begin to mold my pieces together, fringe into my skin

Decline my non-native being

Freedom is the truth, the power of it exudes

Find yourself within your freedom, its lingering as you speak it

Close your eyes and dream, awake and do more than believe

I am too a victim of a lack of realization, but now I stand and it is my motivation

Don't fall behind, don't fall in line

I shall not lead nor follow

I am free to be free...whatever that may be!

Love, Me

NERVOUS

Very nervous today, I had to do a speech today in class. Don't you hate it when your so nervous, your hands shake, heart pounding..staggered smile...sweaty palms...stumblingly voice! I hate it...I mean not the speaking part, but being nervous! Something that you cant control..I cant stand not being able to control the "nervous system"!HA

YAY! My weekend has finally started. Totally stoked dude! =)

I want to hang with a good friend of mine this weekend, but thats only if she has time for me. I haven't seen her in ages! We talk almost everyday AND we stay in the same darn city..but its been a ruckus trying to meet up with her! What a shame (yes Brittany i'm talking about you)...

OH MY GOSH!!! I just received the greatest news of my life...we'll talk soon

Bye for now

Love, Me

Out of the Blue

"Birds flying high, you know how I feel, sun in the sky, you know how I feel"

Thats just a little Michael Buble' for those who don't know! I love this guy, he's amazing! I mean his voice is made to stir up a Catalina wine mixer...(well a Catalina wine mixer in my head) I just want to take someone by the hand and dance this lifetime away!

Okay a little dramatic..I know. But I must say... Moulin Rouge best movie of all time! Lets all take a moment to remember....

Minutes later

Im in a daze right now....

I started listening to Toni Braxton (ahhhh) words cant even express how much I love her! She puts me in a unexplainable mood...I feel myself drift as I lay in the melody of her voice. Its so pure and subtle...yet vivacious and deep.

As you can see Im on a random musical mix while riding the train. Almost to my destination, so I'll chat later as I tune to Van Hunt.

Bye for now...

Love, Me

HELLO:GOODBYE

HELLO AND GOODBYE IS AS QUICK AS IT WENT

STOLE MY PRIZE POSSESSION, WITH MINUTES TO SPARE

LOCKED EYES, NO SURPRISE...HE LOOKS PRETTY DAMN DIVINE

I LOVE THE WAY HIS VOICE MAKES MY HEART TREMBLE, THE WAY HE MAKES MY STOMACH TICKLE

NOT SHY OF SPEAKING THE TRUTH, IN ONE DAY YOU'LL LEARN MORE THAN THE EYE CAN PROVE

ITS JUST ONE THING, ITS ALL A DREAM AND NOW ITS GONE

CAN YOU BELIEVE...IT SEEMED SO REAL, THE WAY HIS AURA TOUCHED MY SKIN

I COULD SWEAR OUR BODIES TOUCHED WITHIN

I MEAN SOUL TO SOUL, FELT JUST LIKE HOME

HELLO AND GOODBYE IS AS QUICK AS IT WENT!

Love, Me

Your Such A Bore

Ok its Jan. 27...which means everyday a baby is born, soooo HAPPY BIRTHDAY (who ever you are)...

RANDOM..I know

Back to life...So today I shouted out all the "Grandmothers of the World" I gave them a piece of what I thought was admirable.....my granny glasses. lol

Now lets see...on the other spectrum

of things Ive decided to take someone up on their offer. Yea we'll see how that goes! Believe me, Im in doubt...but whats life without a little doubt (in my Einstein voice) Ah Ha!

Anywho currently tuning to Maroon 5! Oh and Kings of Leon are one of the GrEaTeST they really make my heart soar out of my chest and back! But back to Maroony 5...because its getting harder to breathe (I know you saw that coming) Ha!

Just made it home...Oh My am I tired..not sleepy...but tired! So Im off to do the usual and I'll get back to you in a bit. I have a few words that want to stop by and say HELLO later!

Bye for now.....

Love ,Me

Foolish but Lovely Day

So today is going freggedy good other than the fact that I had an 8:30am class that ended at 9:45am and now I am unfortunately stuck downtown until my twin gets off of work...(5pm that is)! Not to mention that I ordered a batch of stir fry from the school cafeteria....it was unexplainably disgusting! It had water chesnuts (gross), mini corn on the cob (huh), huge RED peppers (eww), broccoli (YUM), rice, onions, and a soggy egg roll attached...oh yea and some other stuff that I cant quite explain. See for yourself...

And to top it all off...for some odd reason my BuM hurts....(dont get any idea's)! Ha.

Other than that Ive had a pretty swell day, it consisted of:

Going to the book store

Going to Forever 21 (just took a browse)

Took the train to twin's job

Currently sitting in the break room (4:47pm)

BUMMER!

Love, Me

NU NU

Spaghetti dreams, candy colored lights...which color am I? Bright, sparkly, juicy orange controls the thoughts in my head, I smile ear to ear as I embark on this new journey! YAY me, maybe its time to put those lost ones aside. Butterflies soar through my tummy trying to find every which way to make me uncomfortable. If only it knew, those days are all gone....SO LONG!

Love, Me

Simply Beautiful

"Kaleidoscope"

You cut me out in little stars

and place me in the sky.

I lose my sense of time

You know me

How troubled I can be

but through your kaleidoscope

I let go.

Cuz you show me

the world as it could be

through your kaleidoscope

it's beautiful

A tingle travels up my spine

a cluster of colors and twine

as we melt into wine

You know me

How troubled I can be

but through your kaleidoscope

I let go

Cuz you show me

the world as it could be

through your kaleidoscope

it's beautiful

Kate Havnevik

Can't Keep My Eyes Off Of You...

This video is uber amazing! It squeezes the life out of unborn fashion, and of the way you portray it. I cant help but to fall into a deep dream as I watch the intensity of the girls eyes as they make my dreams come true!

Maybe i'm over exaggerating a lil...but see for yourself lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8OQcbco2WU

UNCONSCIOUS

Burn my heart in your unconscious words I was here when you needed me. But I stand alone and you're the only road I see. You pass me up like a shadow on a sun-faced building. I think you care but when you talk its only a blank stare...purposely saying less....willingly not alive for what I have to give. La La La! Yea you sing the perfect song and that is why they love you...but somehow I keep the physical at bay never cable of going astray. I try to lose sight of the pressure this love thing has surrounded my life with. I want to just get on with getting on with it. Yes this is life, but the life you know is not the life I now know. I cant find the way to hold you up and keep you taut. And everyday another notion of "not him" calls out to me! Ive realized that I've mixed the worldly deceptions...and ventured off into a world that wasn't originally designed for me. I have to keep my imaginary stationary and deeper galastic dreams behind the face of a broken heart...because I now know that I cant mix the two. Two being us!

Quote of the Day

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel!

Quote of the Day

I guess I'll see you in my nightmares, because that's the only place you belong!!!

Im Floating, and Drifting

Sleepless 24 hours of searching for the sky to send its sweet poisoned sound my way. I lay in the sand of a thousand grains...and yet I still search for that one special one. It hides in a cave of broken dreams, but all I have to do is dust it free. Happiness is the only set free, you wouldn't recognize me if you tried, im all covered in the new Love brought for me.

Love, Me

Marching Musical Marathon

just a list of music that sits close to the beat of my heart.....so drift off and enjoy!

• Sade: Soul Jazz, R&B, Soft rock, Adult Contemporary
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• Imogen Heap: Electronica, Alternative, Indie, Pop, Ambient
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• Kate Havnevik: Electronica, Alternative, Pop
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• Natalie Walker: Electronic, Trip hop, Pop, Indie rock
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• Feist: Anti-folk, Baroque pop
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• Enya: New Age, Celtic
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• Kate Nash: Indie pop
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• Lily Allen: Pop, Pop rock, Ska, Electropop, grime
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• Ludovico: Pianoist
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• Frou, Frou: Ambient, Electronica,Downtempo, Indietronica
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• Coldplay: Alternative Rock

FYI: cant put them all down we'd be here for days (literally)

Flippin' FASHION Fantastic!!!

CAUTION: You Will Be Amazed

Ok I'm a ViNtAGe Freakazoid....only I CANT totally afford it right now....but my sun shines bright on the idea! If you're anything like me you must visit this website!!! Go to www.shopnastygal.com...you cant deny the feeling.... pure awesomery! Here are some of my FAVS

He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not

Color me happy, scribble me a mess..those are the two I’d be with or without you. So take my hand and play this game like it should be. With sweethearts and honest cries of passion. Join this sanction with the trouble it comes with, but also with true peace it brings to your life. We trust that this is real...so begin to do as you say and not how other sinners play. This shall be the days of our lives, bring in your love and I will do the same.

Love, ME